haiz.
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feeling very sad now yknow.
idk why.
you la ):
stupid.

i really dread the year 2010,
because that's when you'll meet new people,
and gradually you'll forget me.
see,
i don't want this to end.
surprisingly,
i cried 'cos of you.
again,
and again.

look, i just cried.
sometimes,
what you say hurts alot.
but of course,
i'll have to pretend im not hurt,
and smile.

but its okay,
i'll do anything i can to keep our friendship.
because i know,
every night that passes,
is one day i have less with you.

i really don't want this to end.
i don't want to become strangers with you.
i want this to last forever,
but i know it won't happen.

last night i cried,
because i know that you'll forget me someday.
i know you're not be mine,
and you'll never be,
but i just don't want to lose you.

now,
we're drifting further apart.
you said last night,
' i know we won't talk like that tomorrow again. '
i thought about it,
and i cried.
to me,
it seemed like you were breaking up the friendship we have.

im so pathetic, right?
i really miss you alot.

this is stupid.

i said i was okay,
but i know how to lie,
don't i?